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I’m just gonna come right out with it: I feel guilty whenever the fandom gives a Youtube hell.  And yes, I end up internalizing that guilt and taking all of the blame. I know it’s unreasonable and is childish at best.

I’m afraid of Markiplier thinking I’m a hypocritical fangirl/tumblerina just because I’m a part of the Tumblr community. I’m afraid of Cry hating me for not liking every single video he makes. I’m afraid of CinnamonToastKen thinking I’m disgusting for writing fan fiction. I’m afraid SuperMaryFace will think I’m a creep for thinking she’s beautiful. Hell, I’m afraid these Youtubers will think I’m an attention-seeking whore for just typing this. In fact, I’m scared that a Youtuber will look at this and think I’m trying to point fingers at them and victimize myself. Well I’ll tell you now that I intend to do neither. I’m only doing this to vent in hopes that I can ease some of this pressure off of my shoulders.

Everyday, I fight the stigma of being an “obsessive fangirl” and I always feel the need to apologize for things I’m not responsible for. Already being a black genderqueer adult, apologizing for everything is already part of my behavior.

So I’ll say it one last time: I am sorry. 

  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: my own sobs
  • Eating: 2 Ibuprofen pills

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Dmitri Paige Jackson
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
((I swear I can't stand that username, 14 year old random fangirl phase how you could betray me like that I thought we were friends--))

Name: Dmitri Paige Jackson
Aliases: Demi, Jack, Jacque, Jackiboi, PJ, Prince.
Age: 18
Birthday: Oct. 1st
Western Zodiac: Libra
Chinese Zodiac: Ox
Jung Personality Type: INFJ
Race: Black
Gender: Genderfluid
Religion: Free Thought
Orientation: Grey-Aromantic & Femmesexual
Occupation: high-school student, aspiring author, part-time artist.
Personality: eccentric, flamboyant, sassy, shy, awkward, analytical, optimistic, imaginative.
Likes: music, food, malls, parties, anime/manga, pop culture, video games, pastel colors, books, babies, cats, biking, rollerskating.
Dislikes: pessimism, dirty work, nature, uptightness, hospitals, politics, police.
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The Prince's Favorites

Anime: Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood, Kuroshitsuji, Kill la Kill, Sekirei, Hetalia, Getsumen To Heiki Mina, Love Stage!, Sekai-Ichi Hatsukoi, Puella Magi Madoka Magica.

Cartoons: Steven Universe, My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, Gravity Falls, Star vs. the Forces of Evil, Danny Phantom, Teen Titans, Winx Club (before Nickelodeon), Disney Descendants.

TV Shows: Sam & Cat, iCarly, Victorious, Wizards of Waverly Place, Scandal, If Loving You Is Wrong, Happy Endings, Ru Paul's Drag Race, Noah's Arc, How to Be A Grown Up, The Real Husbands of Hollywood.

Movies: Coraline, Inisidious, The Devil Wears Prada, Rise of the Guardians, Mama, Alice in Wonderland (2012), Noah's Arc: Jumping the Broom, anything with Denzel Washington or Liam Neeson in it.

Books: The Great Gatsby, Kindred, Everlost, To Kill a Mockingbird, Goosebumps, Native Son, The Sitter, Niner, Abraham Lincoln: The Vampire Slayer, Nancy Drew series, Jim Butcher series.

Manga: Kampfer, Oyasumi Pun-Pun, Doujinshi I mean what.

Games/Visual Novels: Undertale, DRAMAtical Murder, Metal Gear Solid, Catherine, Wadanohara and the Great Blue Sea, The Gray Garden, Five Nights at Freddy's, Coraline (Nintendo), Winx Club: Mission Enchantix, Kim Possible, Silent Hill, The Evil Within, Outlast, HetaOni and other Hetalia games.

Female Artists: Tinashe, Nicki Minaj, Natalie La Rose, Tamar Braxton, Beyonce, Rihanna, Lady Gaga, P!nk, Jessie J, Lindsey Stirling, Ariana Grande, Britney Spears, Lana Del Rey, Amy Winehouse, Ke$ha, Melanie Martinez, Ellie Goulding, Sia, Jennifer Lopez, Shakira, Selena Gomez, Fergie, CL.

Nonbinary Artists: Miley Cyrus, Angel Haze, Jeffree Star, Ru Paul.

Male Artists: Akon, Fetty Wap, Ty Dolla $ign, The Weeknd, Taio Cruz, Michael Jackson, Usher, John Legend, Drake, Flo Rida, Will.I.Am, Stromae, Sam Tsui, Macklemore, Basshunter, The Living Tombstone, DJ Snake, DJ Earworm, DJ Masa, Owl City, Boney James, Justin Timberlake, Pitbull, Enrique Inglesias, G-Dragon, Taeyang, T.O.P. DJ Satomi, Yuya Matsushita, Bruno Mars.

Groups: Black Eyed Peas, Earth Wind & Fire, 2NE1, Girls Generation, Wa$$up, Super Junior, Big Bang, SHINee, U-KISS, Nu'Est, Block B, SID, The Gazette, Nirvana, Fall Out Boy, AutoPilot Off, Panic! At the Disco, Maroon 5, The Wanted, 3oh!3, LMFAO, Daft Punk, Nightcore, Cascada, Pentatonix.

Youtubers: Kyookun, MangaMinx, ManlyBadassHero, POiiSED, JonTron, Smosh, Yamimash, Vsauce, Dan & Phil, Game Grumps, Markiplier, Pewdiepie, JackSepticEye.

Idols: Criss Angel, Edd Gould, Dr. Phil, Ellen Degeneres, Bill Nye, Steven Hawking, Vsauce, Jeffree Star, Ru Paul, Barack Obama, Abraham Lincoln, Lady GaGa, Nicki Minaj.
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Am I a Crybaby or Just Mad? by Prominaj
Am I a Crybaby or Just Mad?
Explanation: prominaj.deviantart.com/journa…
So as much as I'd hate to admit it, I'm a crybaby, which really doesn't go well when you're expected to be the "Strong Black Woman/Man". I care too much and my emotions always win over my logic. I'm sure my friends are tired of trying to figure me out. Hell, I'm tired of trying to figure me out, too.
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I'm laughin' I'm cryin'
It feels like I'm dyin'
Cry baby, cry baby
So you laugh through your tears
Your heart's too big for your body
It's why it won't fit inside
They're pouring out
Where everyone can see
Uh-oh, there it goes, I said too much, it overflowed
Why do I always spill?
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I’m just gonna come right out with it: I feel guilty whenever the fandom gives a Youtube hell.  And yes, I end up internalizing that guilt and taking all of the blame. I know it’s unreasonable and is childish at best.

I’m afraid of Markiplier thinking I’m a hypocritical fangirl/tumblerina just because I’m a part of the Tumblr community. I’m afraid of Cry hating me for not liking every single video he makes. I’m afraid of CinnamonToastKen thinking I’m disgusting for writing fan fiction. I’m afraid SuperMaryFace will think I’m a creep for thinking she’s beautiful. Hell, I’m afraid these Youtubers will think I’m an attention-seeking whore for just typing this. In fact, I’m scared that a Youtuber will look at this and think I’m trying to point fingers at them and victimize myself. Well I’ll tell you now that I intend to do neither. I’m only doing this to vent in hopes that I can ease some of this pressure off of my shoulders.

Everyday, I fight the stigma of being an “obsessive fangirl” and I always feel the need to apologize for things I’m not responsible for. Already being a black genderqueer adult, apologizing for everything is already part of my behavior.

So I’ll say it one last time: I am sorry. 

  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: my own sobs
  • Eating: 2 Ibuprofen pills
FrenchToastKendall by Prominaj
FrenchToastKendall
I haven't watched CinnamonToastKen in 4+ years, but that doesn't mean I've forgotten about this little masterpiece.
(Bonus points if you recognize who that belt buckle is)
If you know about this AU, you know that Kendall isn't a direct cisswap of CinnamonToastKen: prominaj.deviantart.com/art/fe…
For more information on Kendall, herself, see her bio: www.quotev.com/story/6674478/F…
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tulf42 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for badging back! :D
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Prominaj Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
No problemo :)
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sarakuan Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch !! :D
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Gothalla123 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :hug:
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Prominaj Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much <3
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